the new girl

long black hair
tear streaked cheeks
i didnt want to look
but decided to sneak a peek

i look over at her
and thought sliently
"my god shes beautiful"
will she notice me

she turned her head
and i saw her beautiful face
gave a quick smile
then took her place

she sat right in front of me
i could smell her strawberry hair
i didnt notice at first
but i was falling in love with her

she turns around in her seat
"hi im chrisy" she had said
"im uhh um um....K..Kayla"
the words were lost in my head

i was looking into space
when i looked into her eyes
lovely as can be
as i heard her soft sighs

she invited me over that night
she told me i was pretty
she wanted to be my new friend
and she wanted to get to know me

with every words she had said
my love for her grew
until one day i look in her eyes
and said "i think i love you"

i saw the tears well up
and she took me in her arms
"i've been waiting to hear that"
i just held her in my arms

two weeks later
she asked me to be hers
my heart was beating so fast
"yes, Christy, i will be yours"

a very first kiss
was with this beautiful girl
i knew then i was trully in love
she was my whole world

we were inseperable
for 3 whole years
then she tore me apart
telling me my worst of fears

"baby im sorry
this is going to break your heart
know i do love you
but we have to be apart

you're best friend
uhm he and i....
i'm cheating on you
please dont ask why"

i just fell to my knees
and cried and cried
she took me in her arms
begging me not to cry

telling me shes sorry
she doesnt know why
she never wanted it to happen
and then she began to cry

i just looked up at her
" why, please tell me
i love you, i love you
didn't i make you happy?

this cant be real
tell me its a dream
tell me your lieing
this cant be what it seems

i can feel it
my slowed heart breaking
please dont say anything
just please stop speaking

Chirsty, please let me go
I cant face you right now"
I just out of her arms
and walked far and slow

walked for hours and hours
until i hear my cell phone ring
"Kayla, I'm worried about you
please call me back i have to tell you something"

for three weeks i just ran
i ran away from her
while my heart betrayed me
say i wanted her

I broke down three months later
and called her late one night
"Christy im sorry, im so sorry
i want to make this all right

i want you back
i know we can make it
i know we can
please just say it

say it, christy
tell me you love me
tell me you need me there
i can make you happy"

"I'm sorry kayla
but i've moved on
im with dan now
now you need to do the same, move on"

i heard the phone click
as i whispered" but i love you"
i fell onto my bed
thrashing and screaming "HOW COULD YOU!?!?!"

a year later
i hear from you
you're crying again
he has left you

i said the worst thing i could
"no christy i dont want you back"
and i felt the tears fall
knowing its once again your love i lack

the memories replay
of that day i met you
the beautiful new girl
i immedieatly fell in love with too

i slowly turned around
I knew what id again go through
but i didnt show my tears
as i quietly whispered"I love you too..."