Wake up is at 7
lights are out by 9
the day is full of questions
and my answers full of lies
Jus because
jus no
I'm jus fine
I've said so
they are healing...
Cherry...don't pull at the bandages
Cherry
is being punished
because she no longer has one
Oh but HE is just fine
happy
he had fun
and now I lay me down to cry
while he is at home with his girlfriend
or wife
seems fair
3 trays
with 4 squares
are brought to me
Iam "not ready"
to go out
they don't like my responses when they "talk to me"
analyse
won't talk
won't play
won't eat
so in I'll stay
"Come play pool"
"want to do a puzzle hon?"
"Hey cherry...meet me in the bathroom"
"we could have some fun"
Friends don't let friends forget
they are hoes'
Cherry...
Cherry...
Cherry...
WHAT!?
eat your pudding
Tapioca today
runny
white
it doesn't taste right
like sea water
Please no
Please no
Please NO
PLEASE NO!
I DON'T WANT ANY GOD DAMNED PUDDING!
The blonde is talking
someone brought her balloons
she is asking me
to come to her room
and have a look
but someone has warned me
I found out just today
why it is
she is locked away
SHE...should be
"I've always wanted a little girl"
I bet you do
"Just like you"
..."can I braid your hair?"
NO
She is touching me.
She tells me her story
I wasn't asking
While she braids my hair
she is multi tasking
invasive persuasive ignoring my no
I'll have my hair brushed now
because she says so
Paul is the night watchman
He watches me
Every night
"everything will be alright
...cherry'
Can somebody please tell me SOMETHING
Sure...you are never going home
never...never...Never...NEVER
She is laughing like a mad woman
...and all because of cutting
cut the ends
cut the lies
cut the story
cut all ties
that bond
