Heaven

Your words are pouring out of your mouth, but I can't hear you anymore.
The sound of you crushing my heart into pieces is all i hear in my  head.
The voice of my soul unwinding, the feeling of my heart collapsing in two, is all i can sense.
I stay calm for you, put a smile on for you, and i simply walk away.
But when i get to a fork in the road, i cant help but fall, and cry forever.
The feeling of the cold cement on my cheek, releases more tears, and i get swallowed by a dark hole.
My knees are scraped up, I'm completely an utter mess.
I just want to get away, from the feelings I had, before it all went to hell.
I dont want to hide my scars anymore, sometimes i want them to see.
How i deal with heartbreak, stress, betrayal, and pain.
The cuts on my arm are just the beginning.
You should see how cut up my heart is, how its being torn apart by a jagged piece of glass.
You have no idea what i'm feeling, that i want to end my life.
I can only hold on for so long, and i think its my time to let go.
I dont want to hurt you, i dont want you to feel the way i have,
I just want to slip away into the path of heaven, and find the place that was meant for me.