filled with regret
like never before,
wishing i could go back
more and more,
what i would give
to make it undone,
if i could go back
to before it begun,
there's nothing i wouldn't do
to make it okay
if i could just go back
to before this dismay.
we were so good together
friends 'til the end,
how i fucked up so badly
i can't comprehend.
why i did what i did
i really don't see,
all i wanted was to have fun,
just you and me.
that was always our way
and now it's so numbing
to know i messed that up
i never saw this coming.
i never thought for a moment
how broken i'd be,
after all, i never thought
this could happen to me.
but now i'm left lying,
alone and forgotten,
in a spiral of emptiness,
lost without you
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this is about a drunken mistake that temporarily screwed up my friendship with the best friend i've ever had. we're fine now but i'll never forget how bad things were or how incredibly awful i felt.
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