Dear Mother,
In my life I’ve screwed up many times,
But I’d never thought I’d hurt you,
Until I done my true crime,
I knew straight away you’d want the truth.
I don’t know how to tell you,
But it seems like I shouldn’t bother,
I feel as though you hear what you want to,
And never the words that appear from my mouth.
You tend to believe others over me,
Which it always brings me to tears.
I most majorly then want to cut,
But then I realise that there is no need too.
I have my friends and other family,
To whom I can rely on instead of you.
Your hurtful words bring me down,
Down lower than the ground.
It hurts me to the point I want to hurt you,
But because I love you,
It’ll be something I won’t do.
Mother, you say you love me,
But I’m not sure it’s true,
I have my reasons to doubt,
Though I’m sure you don’t wanna hear.
Instead I’m writing you this letter,
To tell you the real reason I died.
You made me afraid of you,
I was scared to talk to you,
And anxious just to be near you.
To me, you kept pushing me away,
Until you couldn’t push me no further,
This is when I decided to write this note,
Telling you what you did wrong,
And while you’re reading,
Blood is dripping from my veins.
Mother if I have hurt you now,
Hopefully you will be feeling my pain,
Of hatred and depression,
That caused me to quit at life.
By the time you read this,
I won’t be around now more.
Mother just one last note,
I have always tried,
To gain your love,
And your affections,
But once again I’ve failed.
That’s why each time I come back,
Stronger than ever and much more determined,
But now I will be back as a ghost,
To haunt you until the day you go insane
And then I’ll met you in hell,
To start over again.
Goodbye for now but not forever,
Your unknowingly dying daughter.
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Charlotte, I truly hope that you are not following through with this. I know how hopeless you must feel if you are considering it. I always hated it when people said things like awesome pain in response to my suicidal poems that were a part of me. They were me. I was going to do it.
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Wow, this was really a great poem. It is sad, and it makes you really think. I love this poem, keep writing!
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Wow this was so sad,made me tear up.. How do you keep so much talent inside you?
You always make sure your point has been taken. Its like you either like it or you dont and let me say that i LOVE it. 
Keep writing,keep making my laugh,making me cry,and making me beam with joy. You really know how to get the reader in character.
~B
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Heartbreakingly-sad. Deep, powerful and very very touching indeed. All of your emotion poured through this, and it showed too. Getting all of your feelings out in written form, is always a good idea. As you can think more clearly, about what you want to say. Well done for this. Very well done indeed.
With
Dark
Love
Wayne Leon
xx
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taiinfinite
scary dark this one.the last two lines bring everything together under conciderable pain. a great write
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Well written! It was full of emotion, and got the message through loud and clear! Sad write, but very well done.
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