I wish I could see me
See what others see
When they give me
Compliments that seem untrue
Liars, liars, liars
Trampling my feelings
Without them ever knowing
And with them I am alone
Sensitive as I am
Don't blow smoke on me
I need the truth--
My truth is too different
And I don't need you
To give me those
Superficial compliments
Just tell it like it is
I need a slap into reality
These drinks and drugs
Give a glimpse of my future
And I'm waiting
Waiting, waiting, waiting,
To fall far down
Between the cracks
So they can't find me
Don't find me and
Don't look for me
Just let me go
To my illusionary, invisible life
I wait the day out
For my fatal accident.
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