Longing and searching for that small bond
That little thing that turns your life around
That little hope that makes yoiu shed happy tears
Doctors say my chance is gone
I cry a all day and keep a frown
As I guessed, my worst fear
No little heart beat that rests inside
No growing body to turn in amniotic fluid
Love has gone with my dreams cremated
No childs life to cherish, so I cry
My goals and life seem to be ruined
The news, shatters, I've fainted
I wake up to realize it wasnt a dream
Reality crushed down hard
or so it seems...
Author notes
You are right that this is very hard to right about
But in reality I AM facing this problem...
theres a good chance that I have cervical or ovarian cancer due to it runs in my family
and my fiance and I had tried many many times but it never worked...
And we know hes fine....
A contest entry
- What would you do or say...how would you act if you was unable to have a child. by dragontuba.
500 points, ended July 5, 15 entries
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
Please tell me what you think
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This poem, is so sad. I feel for you. My mother, sometimes I wonder if she can't have anymore children. I am so sorry that you can not bear children. *hugs* This, from someone who experiences it, is a true heartful poem. Good luck in the contest.
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most people don't ever experience this, and it's one most people don't ever want to for a good reason. people bond in such a way with children..they are our blood..are reason in life to smile...it's hard for all of us in many ways...
good luck in the contest
YOUR JUDGE
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AAWWWWEEEEEEEE im so sorry to hear this...i cant imagine how that feels
if you need someone to talk to im here for you
Your Loving AP Hubby
Joe
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I hear you for I am there to
I know the tears and the empty feelings that comes with knowing it will never be . I hurt for so long and in the pain I never adopted a child and today Im still alone . Dont wait adopt while you are young and know the love you so deserve for the child shows such love for their mother and being so small if he or she is given to you then you are that mother to love a child others cared not to keep . We are the mothers for the lost children
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if you dont mind me asking why not
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Its deffinately a very touchy subject to write about.
It was hard to even express the pain with it cause my mind just ventured into well what if?
why not?
why me?
So It was extremely hard.
But I do plan on adopting after i get more stable. I went through a lot of bad stuff and just dont want to bring a child into my unstable life at the moment.
Why didnt you adopt?
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