dressed up for no one.

Dressed up for nothing, twirling in an elegant skirt.
I thought you would come, never thought you would dersert
The girl you claimed you loved, you said i was The One.
How can you leave me, my makeup running, my arms all cut up.
Laying in the street, outside of this horribe, gut-wrenching place,
As the rain falls down, i'm stuck in the mud, with no one to erase
The memories i have of you leaving me alone,
All i wanted was for you to come, to make me forget the life i had at home.
I stopped purging for you, I stopped cutting, i even stayed pure.
And what do you give me, besides a broken heart that no one can cure?
I though that you cared, thought you actually wouldnt betray me.
But you're just like everyone else, with a cold heart, that you didnt want anyone to see.
You made my heart stop, made my lungs collapse in fear.
I cant move anymore, because i thought you held me so dear
To your heart, but you didn't, you let me suffer and die.
You let me believe that i finally found, a one of a kind, nice guy.
But i didnt, I never will, I dont deserve to live anymore.
I'm going in my room, with scissors, and i'm closing the door.
Gonna close it to the world, i'm gonna fall on the floor,
Let the blood pour out, while i ask for more.
More of this exctruciating pain, but i cant feel it, since you left me there.
I'm too numb to feel anything, this pounding on my heart is just too much to bear.
Stop it, i plead, but im talking to no one.
No one is there to help me, as i am slowly becoming undone,
I never thought i could do this, become such a scared, little angel,
But now i'm watching over you, with the wings i never had, i will help you through your struggle.