Undoubtedly Sorry

I try for you,
Only to be pushed away.
Please don't do this, Love,
If you want me to stay.

You know how I react to certain things,
You know exactly how I feel,
But you aren't making it any easier for me,
And then you expect me to apologize after this whole ordeal!

I love you more than absolutely anything else,
And you promised you wouldn't take advantage of that.
But you run off and play, ignore my cries,
And I have yet to figure out where we're at.

Are we crumbling like they said,
Or will we last as long as we want to?
I'm not sure where you're taking this,
But I'm leaving it up to you.

I'm working hard,
Trying not to act so vain.
I can't always help it
When I go into a jealous rage.

But it's the little things that matter to me,
And I've told you this before.
I really want this to work, to last-
My heart is forever yours.

I don't care if you're shy,
I don't care that you're afraid.
You can't see I reflect those same feelings,
Or that together we could have it made.

I already told you that you mean the world,
That I'd give you the world if that's what it takes.
So look behind this stone wall of yours, and maybe you'll realize
Your heart is the last thing I'm trying to break.

I'm just so afraid, Love,
That they'll end up taking you away again.
They've done it before, you know it,
So what's to stop them now if nothing stopped them then?

I really don't mean to hurt you-
Every time you break, a piece of me dies.
So kill off the rest of me if you must,
Just let me wipe away the tears from your eyes.

If I'm being so very foolish,
Please, Love, let me know.
But when it comes down to it,
In the end, I won't be able to let you go.

I'm holding on tight,
So you always stay mine.
Let me know you're staying still,
Give me a word, some sort of sign.

I'll stop breaking the pieces,
Just promise you'll hold tight.
I know that I can fix this,
Just let me know you're still with me tonight.

I meant it when I said I love you,
And that all I really want is for you to be happy.
So I guess all I'm really trying to say,
Is that I'm undoubtedly sorry.