My Mistake...

Without you, what am I?
I am incomplete,
My heart is wrenched with pain,
And my mind always comes back to you...

Without you, who am I?
Had you not been there for me,
I wouldn't be who I am,
I would have done everything different.

Without you...
I would have ended up somewhere else,
I would have been something else entirely,
I would not have been happy...

Without you,
I am sitting here crying,
Alone, with only thoughts of you,
I miss you more now then ever...

Without you,
I am going completely out of my mind,
I cant sleep nor eat,
And my heart aches, my head spins lost...

Without you,
All I need is one thing,
And you know what that is,
That thing is you, for without you what am I?

I am lost,
Searching my soul for answers,
Answers I know are not there,
Like why I had to make that mistake.

I am lost,
Without you,
Wondering why,
I had to do that...

I am Lost without you,
Left to wander without hope,
Without reason or direction,
I just hope to return to you...

Of all the things I have ever done,
Of all the regrets I have ever had,
I only have one left...
And that is that i left you.

I left you for something I knew I couldn't do,
I left you to try a life that wasn't me,
I left you for something i wasn't ready to be,
And now I have lost you...

How many tears must I shed,
How many hours left to pity myself,
How many months to not be happy,
Before you realize your all I had?

I have not stopped crying since I left you,
Although I showed it naught for I was with another,
Another who againts my words had not made me happy,
And still I cry for the mistake I made...

I have tried so hard to show you lately,
I have let myself fall to pieces so many times in front of others,
I have broken down in front of everyone,
And they knew not why.

I never tell them why,
I never let them know,
Because they already know,
It's because I am without you...

I cry in front of friends,
I cry in front of strangers,
I cry myself to sleep,
Yet I let not a tear drop...

Of all I have ever said and done,
Thats the only thing I still regret,
Of all the things I am missing,
Theres only one that matters...

I plead again, please come back to me, my love.
You know I am in pain from not having you here.