A Note on Change

I've been there before, when I lost what some call the sixth sense,
or being able to keep contact or awareness of other dimensions,
including the afterlife.  I'm not a spiritualist, by any means.
But I think this is a phase in your life, and I've gone through
two name changes in the most recent phase of mine: graduating college.

I have several thoughts about what you could choose for a name.
Since your not feeling that empathic anymore, perhaps maybe you
feel quite opposite, so perhaps Apathetic or Wilted Rose will do.
But please don't take offense - I'm not mocking you, by any means.

Perhaps you need to go with a mood, as suggested by color:
Lilac Rose, Silver Lilacs, Roses By Moonlight, Blue Stephannie

Or use your nickname, Stef, with several or one number, like 25.
I've always liked the number four, but the Chinese consider it
unlucky, if your into eastern themes.

Maybe you want to associate with a goal, like Striving for Truth,
or Aquarian Dreamer, even Hopeful Traveler seems good to me,
based on the information you've given me.