Love is for the Heartbroken

Are you happy?
In all seriousness,
are you?

Because if I were to look at you,
I would see you smile
And see you nod your head.
I would see the look you have
When you're thinking about things.
I would see the way your eyes sparkle
When you talk to me.
I would see the way you touch my hand
When i put my hand over yours.

And if I looked closer,
I would see the way you won't look me in the eyes
When I'm trying to talk to you.
I would see the way you would rather
stand by yourself than with me
When we are in crowd of people.
I would see the way you tell me
you don't like hugs when I want one
But God forbid I deny you one when you want it.
I would see the way you whiser "stop it"
when I try to hold your hand
When we're around your friends.

So really.
Are you happy?