Don't You Love Me?

You hurt me in every possible way
But you’re out of my life,
So why do I still feel the pain?

I visited you every second week
But did you ever notice,
Or were you busy being drunk?

I always cried myself to sleep
You just sat in the kitchen
Drinking, as you do all the time

I had a nightmare about you dying
And I woke up to find out
You tried to kill yourself.

You survived, but tried to die again
I remember seeing you lying in a hospital bed
You were in a coma.

Then you found love
I no longer hated to visit you
But soon I cried again

The two of you would drink
And I was back to being lonely
And then I said stop

I wouldn’t see you again
Unless you stopped drinking
But the alcohol won!

Now I’m feeling worthless
Even after almost two years
Don’t you love me?