Worthless

Why cant they leave me alone
What gives them the right to make me sad
The right to make me mad
Why can't they see how unhappy I am
What makes them so great
So cool
So much better than me
Why can't I be happy
What is my goddamn problem
I think so little of myself
I put people I hate before me
Why??
Because you forced me to believe
That i will never love
Never live
Never be a person
Never be equal
Because you feel small if you don't
You fell like everyone else
And thats not good enough for you
Is It!!!
You feel happy when you torment others
And yet I'm the weird one
I'm disturbed
Not you
What you do makes you cool
Put upon a pedestool of hatred and ridicule
So sure you will never fall
But we will see
I'll take this gun
And make sure you never get up again
Never make anyone feel worthless