&&I'mTiredOfListeningToWhatsRight

I can't close my eyes
Can't catch my breath,
So I just float here,
Pretending to exist.
So dearest one,
I'm sending you a letter.
But by the time you get it,
I might be somewhere else.
There is no train for you to reach me.
There is no plain.
But I'll stay here forever.
If that means I'll see you again.
I should move on,
But I can't seem to take another step.
Because I'm tired of listening to what's right,
When my heart wants you so bad.
So I'm taking another step away from my heart,
And I'm one more step
Closer to you.
So baby, when you get this letter,
Don't shed a tear.
Because it means
Some where I'm missing you.
I'm thinking of you.
I'm reaching out with my heart,
Hoping you can feel it.
Because I want,
I need,
Something so much more.
Something real.
Someone that knows me.
Someone who sees me.
Can I find that person in you?
I can’t close my eyes,
Can’t catch my breath,
Can’t clench my fist,
Can’t feel my heart.
Has it finally stopped?
The poor organ,
Finally gave up,
Because it couldn’t face another day,
Away from you.
But I’m so damned tired of listening to what’s right.
And I know you’re so wrong for me.
But I’m stepping out of my boundaries so you can finally see.
That I would be a different person
If you would
Love me.