How could I cry?
I've wept for such hard things.
But for this
How could I cry?
Losing was always natural
I never did take it hard
Why must failure catch me now?
For such a thing that is considered small
Have I become shallow?
Have I become weak?
As to shed tears
For such an insignificant loss
Is it for attention?
Must be.
I am not shallow.
I refuse to be.
But I worked hard
I thought I'd be good
For heavens sake, I was forced into the damn slam.
Give me at least some acknowledgment?
I was brought to believing
That I'd make it.
So I guess failing
Really brought me down.
Jeez.
I am shaallow.
Author notes
Ahhh dunno. I was just really upset for losing my first slam. I'd like to blame everyone but myself, but I guess what the world wants is shallow-ness. T~T
-emo corner overreacting-
lol. I need a life.
Honesty is my future's savior
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Poor Rayna. Don't worry, me and Argee lost too. Also Nicolas, and I rewrote his poem for him.
We can all be losers together. Damn Saika though...
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