monster

love.
4 letters
one word
means the world.
i personally don't even know
what it is anymore
i thought i was in love
i thought i knew...
i dont know why
i put up what you put me through.
yelling, hitting, the tears
the rape.
.
rape
four letters
one word
meaning the world.
that i lost.
the dignity that came crashing down
that night
love. rape. beat,
.
beat
4 letters.
one word
meaning the world
when you dont think
youll see it the next day
i rather take a nother hit
then deal with
love. rape. beat. word.
.
word
four letters
1 word.
cutting through my skin like a knife
a straight way to my heart
my head
i rather take another
rape. another beating.
then another word.
it sticks
you wouldnt know.
.
whisper what you want
i cant love a monster
i cant deal with what you did to me,.
.
.
.
do you remember because ill never forget.