A Hole In My Chest

My heart is weeping
Tears pouring through the skin;
I don’t feel a thing
I won’t love again.

Fear not beloved,
I will hurt no more
The pain will remain within
Deep inside my very core.

You know shes right
I don’t feel a thing,
Comfortably numb
Nothing left to being.

I chose to die that day
I chose to leave it all behind
All I’ve done is scar the world
All I do is cross the line.

I will leave today
Don’t worry I’m gone,
So don’t cry no more
Don’t let me see you torn.

Its not your fault
So don’t lie to me
I don’t feel a thing
Clawing my eyes to see.

I told you I’m leaving
So move on
I told you its okay
I need you to be strong.

I can only say sorry,
Its all thats left -
May the the pain leave you
And bring to me my death.

These are my final words
Let them haunt me to my grave
I have no heart now
I will not cry from this day.

My body will remain
But thats okay;
My heart and soul are gone
What’s left is what’s to say.

I do not lie
Nor will I forget
The sorrow
My debt.

Its coming down hard now
My eyes won’t cave in
They are colder than ice
They're the windows to within.

My heart is gone
My soul has left
There is nothing left now
But a hole in my chest