holy shit...
it's been sooooo long since i've been here
its a memory overload...
does anyone remember me?
i sure as hell don't remember me....
it's been soooooooo long.
it's been so long.
i think now is a good time to come back.
don't you think?
is it time for Addi X. to return?
return from the grave and take a stab
at the things she used to do?
it is time for Addi X. to continue the game?
is Addi ready to get on her feet?
i don't know.
you tell me?
am i ready to come back?
are you ready for me to come back?
have you missed me?
personally i dont miss me.
but i think that's because
i'm with me all of the time.
in the last year, i've overdosed,
i've punched a therapist,
i've spilt my guts to a guy who didn't care.
i've forgiven the guy who didn't care,
now he's the guy to cares 'enough'
i understand that that's all i could ask for,
i've graduated from high school,
i've moved out. but now?
now i'm on the hunt for a job.
but in the meantime, i suppose
i should put myself to use....
maybe i should start writing.
would it help you if i came back?
am i ready to take a stab at writing?
should i pick up a pen and start writing?
i dunno...honestly...but that pen...
that pen's look damn tempting.
Author notes
should i end my haitus? should i come back to AP?
you tell me.
here's the myspace:
www.myspace.com/crybecauseyoureemo
here's my deviantArt:
http://lovelybitstopieces.deviantart.com/
i have ideas, i SWEAR i have ideas, i just need some motivation.
MOTIVATE ME!
comment me your answers. tell me what i should do.
Comments
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Even in
your hesitation you have a nice flow. Write and let go.
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thank you. this wasn't actually a poem though. it just came out that way. it was me checking if any of my old readers were interested in seeing me come back
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its up to you hun... Im returning the favour as you so kindly commented on one of mine. It seems to me that you've already made your mind up. just by changing your name and writing a poem. x
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