This is barely a poem so dont bother reading it

After this and the times before,
you pushed me away everyday from the start,
I always came closer,
I pulled to close to me,
I told you I loved you and asked whats worng,
I helped you to notice,
your perfect in everyway,
something of a dream to me,
now you are gone...
pushed me away when i far away to start,
I wanted to be with you outside,
my own depression had come to destroy me,
I am not happy,
and i wasn't since the day i lost my favorite toy,
I have done nothing but suffer,
sit all day in a desk or a bed,
letting myself go missing,
I pushed away the world and u never pulled me in,
you pushed me away,
I wanted to tallk to you but when i went to i just wanted to sleep,
the main sign of depression is a lack of will to desire to do anything,
all i wanted was sleep...
what i neeed is someone to push me out of this cycle,
It hit me now harder then i could imagine,
Its over though the past is now behind me,
I need to move on yet...
I love you


I am sorry It`s not your fault it is mine...