tell me if your worth it,
this pain i feel at night.
tell me that you love me,
that i should continue this fight.
because to be compleatley honest,
i can feel you letting go.
and that hurts more then anything,
it hurts more then i've let show.
i hang on to every moment,
i have to be with you.
because who knows when you'll be back,
because thats always what you do.
i'm crying as i write this,
and i don't want you to feel bad.
but i sometimes wish you could hear me,
when i cover up my being sad.
i never wanted to love you,
and this is exactly why.
because your hurting me badly,
just like every other guy.
i don't want to hurt your feelings,
i just want you to love me too.
but that can never happen,
because i know what your going to do.
blame it on your work,
blame it on your friends.
promise that you'll love me,
that we will never end.
but i've known the truth so long,
i can't hold it anymore.
you don't know what to say to me,
and that stings right down to the core.
and i can never tell you this,
because i'm afraid of what you'll say.
"im sorry your not worth it"
and then you'll go away.
because i know exactly what i am,
a whiney girlfriend at the best.
i don't like to ignore my problems,
i know i'll create a mess.
tell me what to do here,
because ideas are running thin.
either tell me that you love me,
or you never want to see me again.
and i'll walk away alive,
not numb,or even sad.
because i know your truth,
is all we ever had.
i promise not to bug you,
just let me live in peace.
i won't tell you how i feel,
because i'll finally be set free.
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