what the fuck is wrong with me
why does it seem like every damn thing i do is wrong
why is it that i always fuck up.
why does it feel like i'm loosing my self into the darkness
loosing my heart, my soul, my sanity
and why does it all revolve around HER
i'm sick of this shit
this endless rollarcoaster into oblivion
i'm sick of trying to cope with all this shit
trying to keep putting one foot forward and attempt to at least survive the day
i don't want to survive anymore
i just want to give up
and that's exactly what i'm going to do
i don't fucking care what happens anymore
let chance do whatever the hell she likes
i'll be a fucking rag doll in this fucked up shit called life
fuck it all
i was never alive anyways
and i lost it all
my sanity was the first to go
It's a fucking rant. Whoop-de-fucking-shit.
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*bites lip*
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Bravo
i loved this cause i can relate to it... i loved the part "why does it feel like im losing myself in the darkness" very good!!! keep it up!!!!
love always,
molly
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I hate feeling like this but strangely enough, I can never seem to get away from it. You voiced your feelings and thoughts well in this write. Thank you for sharing, sometimes that's all we can do right..
Sammie .. xx -
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I'm sure this doesn't help much..
I know I never do...
But, if you need me.
You know I'm here.
At least knowing that is something, right?
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