Winter

Chorus:
O, the winter I adore,
My favorite season of them all,
Yet my eyes moisten, making tear drops fall,
I have a new reason to loathe this season even more.

In the winter; there is a person with the same date of birth as I,
Surrounded by her friends, making me want to die,
I feel so lonely, for each and every year her friends make happy,
Yet for me, I sit in sorrow, hopeful, but in deep sorrow,
Will someone please hug me?
Is this year finally it, or do I get one more year to sulk and feel like shit?

[Chorus]

Winter come around again,
And a relationship I thought would last forever had to end,
God damn why did this have to happen o me?
One more year I could have been hopelessly blissful,
But its all been taken away, so I sit in a room with razor-blade in my hand,
So hungry for blood, few will understand, that its appetite must be satisfied.
New scars form, just above my metacarpals, so strongly I wish to die,
Then ask myself, “How hungry am I?”

[Chorus x2]