find it hard to think
even harder to write
all the pain bottled up inside
I might busrt any minute
need to write
can't find the words
need to feel
body is numb
the storm builds inside
the outside will never know
the pain I feel
the fear I know
the truths I have seen
need to write
but were to start
need to talk
no one will listen
turn the light off
sleep will finally come
one day I will explode
and then the world will know
Author notes
have been not writting for some time, too much to say and no words to say it with
