Lost Time Compensation

Such college students.
Beer bottles on the desk
Video game here
Silent roommate over there
Feigning ignorance with headphones and rap music

And I'm on his bed, as I have been
And my skirt is light, to make up for the night
That has not recovered from the swelter of the settled day
And his fingers graze the top of my skirt
Right below my belly button

His other hand reaches down to stroke my legs
Smooth and svelte as I had made sure they would be
He moves higher, to my thighs
Inner thighs...oh my...
I can feel him down below, reaching out for me...

I whisper that it's driving me crazy.
We can't do anything there.
He says he's open to suggestion...

An empty room in an empty hallway
On an empty fourth floor.
Bare furniture, bare mattress on a bland bed frame
That distinctive smell of summer abandonment
It will serve its purpose

So we lock the door
We don't bother with the light
And I sit on one of the bare mattresses
My skin sticks slightly to the plastic
He is eager for me
He puts his lips to mine

I succumb in desperation
This is desperation
He lifts my shirt, exposing what he was perusing before
I rip it off, with my bra
He drinks in the sight of me, unfolding and unwrapping
He takes both my breasts in his hands, and squeezes them lightly
He knows I like that
He is impressed that I know what I like.

I let him caress and rub me for a bit
With slight guilt that I can't also please him yet
So we take turns
I take him in my hands, thrusting for him
I remind him to breathe because he seems to be forgetting
He warns me if I know what will happen if I keep this up
That is my goal, of course
But he won't let me reach it yet

He wants to go beneath my underwear
He wants to touch me there, so badly
He wants me to come first
He knows what he's doing
Bull's eye! I'm thinking...
He finds a spot inside that I had never hit
Never have I been so compelled to moan so much
To quiver as I am...

And I am not spent...I want more
He wants more, so I resume
I feel him hardening, convulsing
At the sight of me, and the ensuing actions...
He is so close, he says, so, so close...

And when it is finished
I rest on top of him
We kiss a bit more
I tell him he was the first guy I'd done that to
He says that it seemed like I'd had a lot of firsts this week.
And I had.