Because

She cries out your name in agony and tears
As the days have gone by enveloping her fears

Never knowing how you are
Or if you ever understood her doing.

Walking through the now summer days,
They are here again, do you feel it?
The past’s memories and dreams are in the air as she breathes in the morning sun
Tasting his sweet breath as she inhales the sunrise and closes her green eyes

She prays to God in tender care for you
Never knowing when you will be okay and will let go

She senses your presence more sometimes than others;
It’s like you’re there in the same room
She then feels your mouth, your precious lips against her fair neck as she slumbers away into dreams of you
And then your whisper faintly heard, “I’m here.”

She didn't mean to hurt you boy
She thought you would understand
She never wanted to hurt you
She never wanted to let go

She is still trying to do that task of doing so
And cries the nights away attempting it

You’re a dream,
A boy who makes her heart beat so fast she thinks it might stop
A boy who said such precious words that she drank in every day
A boy who kissed her like he meant it
A boy who looked at her like she was all he wanted in this life

She still loves you
But you know why you can’t be with her
It doesn’t need to be said
It was already explained.

And she answers in poetic words as you do
So in a way you two still are speaking
But only through a dream