Do you know I miss you?
More than ever possible.
Do you know that I cried for weeks when you left?
And I still do.
Do you know that you're my only consolation?
Just the thought of you makes me smile.
Do you know that I wanna join you?
Be by your side, day and night.
Do you see me cry for you at night?
Sob heavily over your sake.
Do you see my guilt everyday because I wasn't there to help you?
I know I see it everyday when I look at my reflection in the mirror.
Do you have anger towards me because I couldn't wake up?
I have anger against myself for it.
Do you know I love you, with all my heart and soul?
When you left, you took most of it along with you.
Do you know I consider you my Guardian Angel?
I want you there to protect me.
Do you see the tears rolling down my cheeks as I write this?
I only see the memories I had with you.
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When I say I couldn't wake up and help, it's because the day before, she got bitten by something. We didn't think it was serious though. So I feel asleep that night worried, and prayed for her. That morning was going to be my third day of 8th grade and I really wanted her there when I got home. Right before I woke up, I was having a nightmare, where she was crying for my help, but something kept stopping me from aiding her.
When I woke up, my mom took me to the door, where I saw her lying there, silent, dead. At first I couldn't, and didn't want to believe it, but the proof was right there. I broke down bawling my eyes out, and I couldn't control myself.
The school day was torture, and it sucked. I still miss her. She was a replica of me in dog form. Literally. She was small, delicate. But hyper, and willing to put up a fight. She crashed into things, and never gave up. She was viscious, yet kind. She was the only thing that could get me to be happy and to top my problematic cutting.
Another poem inspired by Sophie.
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poor dog..... im so sorry
keep in mind tho, that it isnt likely that ur dog would hate u. dogs are very loyal to those they love.
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