I'm not going to write you a love song.

I don't want to spill my heart on these pages
so you can read them and convince yourself to come back.
I don't want to tear my anguish apart
and open up a flood gate.

I never say the things i do to make you feel
like you were wrong
I only do what i do cause there's no other way
for me to hang on.

I write out each letter to make a sentence
that could somehow describe what i feel inside,
even though to me, they'll never really capture
what i feel.

I only write in jibberish and metaphores
so it's not so clear to see
exactly how im feeling
exactly how i feel
exactly what im wishing
exactly what it all means to me.

I don't spill my heart on these pages
just for you to read
I'd rather write them down
than hold them in, in my time of need.

So i'll write you a love song
when that's how i feel within me
and i'll write that i hate you
when that's what i feel within me
and you can take it any way
you wish, if it please.

I just write to get it out
before it bursts out of me.