[Nothing]

I feel, not quite, like I
Am the one giving and giving
[and giving and giving and giving]
yet I am receiving
nothing?

You offer no apologies
in fact, you offer
[nothing]
and I'm sitting here waiting

until you can be bothered with me

Tell me why it is this way,
why it is you seem to not know
whether you want me or not.



I need you,
like I need sleep or water
you're like the dirty little pill
I take just to stay alive



Because without you I'm nothing
and I become broken

used.
a toy.



Yet again this is how you're making me
feel.
Like I'm worth
[nothing]


Even though you tell me time and time
[and time and time and time again]
that I should know what i mean to you

except I don't.
and you say one thing
but act another.


i'm breaking
and i don't know how much longer
I can stay strong

and not give in

[and become nothing]