There's A Riot In My Soul,

Can I be the cigarette on your lips?
The nicotine addiction, silver lining your mind
Can I be the razor blade on your shelf?
Scar you for the better, influence you to stronger
Can I be the vodka in the bottle?
Cuddled close when the darkest of days swallowed you whole
Can I be the shoes in the stand?
Envy, jealousy, conjoined ache
Can I be your partner in crime?
Like Bonnie and Clyde
Romeo and Juliet,
I don't care
Just give me some one I love
who wants me back
I'll take care of the addiction
Envelope the flesh
Market the map
Love Me
I wouldn't rip you
I'd just have you
and not specify you
Lets rob the book store
Sin by the swings
Kill all the cyclones in a virtual world
Is it so bad- do I care if it is?
Passion immersed
Intensity
I want you
But who are you?
Are you alive?
Do you think of me?
Is there a you to ache for?
Because there is an ache,
a so much
a so want
you better feel this too
Some where
you better feel this too
it better hurt this god damn bad
Wounds you can kiss away-
Are they just for childs play?
Give me a chance. Fortune. Give me a fate.
A lover,
A promise,
Give me a cigarette I can reach
A blade I can allow
A vodka that doesn't sear
Shoes that don't cut my feet
A metal head
who likes the sound
but needs the words
a junkie
who's not a coward
A kiss
that's not a cow
A strength
to not conform
Give me my nightmare,
my fear,
my sickness,
Give me love.