I live with the past
because lots of things were hidden
and time doesn't go so fast
when the truth is forbidden
I lived in a bubble
of lies and knifes in my back
they always gained some trouble
and my thoughts suddenly turned black
you see, my dad wasn't there when I was born
he never loved, only wanted me for money
so my heart was torn
when he pretended that I was honey
but on a moment he couldn't stand faking
he couldn't love any one nearby
so he started aching
I found out everything was one big lie
there was a point when I wanted to end my life
I lost it, got depressed
the only thing I wanted was my knife
and my mum got stressed
so now I'm with counseling
they think they can help me
but I'm not changing
and I don't feel free
I'll give up everything
just to forget the past
so I can finally sing
and feel the love that will last
love for eternity
I want the frequency
cause death is taking part of me
so much, that I can't see
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