why???

I wish i wasnt here
living to the fullest has been fun
but i wish i could give up now
im worth nothing and cant live anything
so no matter what all that will be there for you
will be me, a packet of drugs, a blade and a anorexic person
anorexia = me
yes i have disorders
all this pain all those drugs cutting and being close to death
its all to do with it im DYING
and i wish it wasnt true...
i dunno what i think anymore
i cant think of anything and i certainly cant be perfect, pretty or special
if people hate me..................................................i dont blame them
be yourself
you wont end up like me
crying every morning and night drugs every fought night
yeah please dont turn into me
it ruins everything












even you