For My Heart, I Apologize

It hurt, baby, when I look and you’re not there,
And for some reason I’m starting to wonder if you even care.
I blew off everyone last night – I wanted only you
I thought you felt the same, but that proved only to be untrue.
Why do I keep crying?
Why the hell am I still trying?
Each day that passes you slip farther and farther away,
I can already feel your heart starting to stray.
Its what I deserve though right?
It’s something I deserve, no need for me to fight.
For some reason I really needed you, in that one instance,
But instead you only put between us more distance.
Did you know I gave him back his ring?
My heart told me to, that annoying fucking thing.
Do you know why I turned her offer down?
I knew that when we were together those actions would make you frown.
Don’t worry, doll, it’s not really your fault at all,
I just really needed you at a time when you didn’t feel the same for me, and down I did fall.
I don’t give my heart up with too much ease,
And I know you think of me as nothing but an annoying tease,
But don’t worry your silly little head
Because next time I need you, I’ll just shut up instead.
I’m sorry that I bothered you, I wish I never had.
I followed my heart, and now it’s just left me so sad.

Here, take another piece of my heart and be careful with it,
It really can’t take one more fucking hit.