His lankiness
and lopsidedness
tilted my head,
made me dizzy and sweaty
when he grinned over
his hands folded
in prayer
- goddamn!
in church even!
licking his lips
in the middle of
a righteous
“AMEN!”
forfeiting his passage
to the pearly gates,
compromising
mine,
his dark eyes
replayed the night before
in case I had
forgotten
when he,
the preacher’s boy,
tweaked
and suckled,
shooed the angels
right out of my head
swearing into sweet grass
he had never had
anything so good -
the choir stood
we stood,
baby lambs in white
glistening
in the light of Tiffany glass.





Love, Lane



















And they say all boys who go to church are saintly 
66 old applause
