I think of you as my one, the one I want, to love and to hold,
to be there for,to share love and joy with,
but also moments of sadness we can comfort one another.
But you dont see it in that way
do you.
I'm not sure what you see it as,one minete we seem like lovers,
the next, just good friends - which, is fine...
but then we dont talk,
Or rather, you dont talk,I long to be yours,
even for you to let me in as your friend,
I will show you the light when you cant see it,
and hold your hand through painful times,
All I want is for you to allow it,
to accept that i do care:-probally too much.
But instead you shut the door right in my face,
My heart bleeds and shares the pain that your going through,
I've been there too hun, and it's not easy!
Just please, let me help you...
I want too,
and I will,
If only you let me in.
But youve got to deside, I cant keep helping you up -
and then the next time when you show,
you tell me to fuck off.
I've held your hand for you,I've shown you the light,
but all you do is through it back,
back in my face,
and then thats when it begins to hurt,
I need to have boundries hun,
we all do,
And I'm not here for you to wipe your feet on-
everytime you dont get someone else's attention.
So look, I want to be here for you.
I know it's hard to accept it, but thats why I've stuck by you.
But, at the end of the day,
you need to deside.
Author notes
very personal to me...friend is very low, and has tried to take his own life, but thankfully didn't. ive tried to talk to him and just be there for him, but he just tells me to fuck off. yeh he needs his own space, but he lets me in then shuts me out.which is fair enough, but not when he is mistreating our friendship.
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,,,huh..feel much better know..sorry if it doesnt make sence!
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i relay liked it and i can relate.....keep up the great work!!!
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It really makes scense... i'm kinda in the same situation that you are... but its just that we are friends i havent gotten the gots to tell my feeling yet... one question... uhm.. can you check your grammar? pls? then it would be PERFECt... Hope you had fun and thx 4 entering... GOOD luck
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