I'm Crying, Still Dieing

4-6-08

Crying with agonizing tears of sorrow and hate;
Still dieing with jagged daggers wedged inside my body
Dripping with angelic blood down my black satin dress
The precious moments that have gone by with you are still with me

Oh it burns with greatness;
The pain drives so deep into my eyes

Still I think of you tonight as I lay in slumber
My disturbing dreams pierce with sharpened roots that never escape my ensnared mind

I bleed and tremble extensively;
I know that you’re gone.

I’m crying
Still dieing
The precious moments that have gone by with you are still with me

Oh the pain

Oh the pain

The dark clouds above are grow more sinister as the days go by
The scarlet rain has been pouring uncontrollably
The skies have shone no light for weeks now
And the fire within my heart
Burns forever
It’s killing me ever more

My skin has gone cold and as white as snow
I walk the streets alone in darkness;
It wrapping around my soul with sharp intoxicating roses
Relishing my skin ever so lightly

I close my eyes with terrifying pleasure and feel it take over my soul;
Forever

I am gone.

I’m crying
Still dieing
The precious moments that have gone by with you are still with me

I have to rid them anon!
But how tremulous my heart is to accomplish such a task
I’ve lost my soul to such an extent
And it’s hard to event vent

The blood that shivers from my eyes every night
Is but one lamenting event that occurs in my mortal body

However, the job must be done

Will I ever release you from me?
A creature that has been so dear to me for so long;
Gone.

Anon
Anon
Anon

Be gone...