Bask In The Glow Of Insanity

A scarlet dash of peace
As i watch it slowly flow
Dripped upon my sheets
My heart begins to slow
The radiance of the injury
The beauty of the harm
I watch it escape lovingly
And down it drips my arm
Yes I am that person
The 'emo' the 'cutter' the 'goth'
Yes I want to die
But myself is all I've got
I'm the one you always watch
It is me who you hate
Once a loyal friend
It is me you turned against
I remember every curse
Remember every word
I remember each and every remark
I wish I never heard
Now I stand all alone
In my own secret presence
I look down where i stand
Not a single self defence
In my hand a blade
Around my neck a noose
Tighter, tighter, tighter
Got one fucked life to lose
I raise my feet
I hear a snap
My soul then ends
My world turns black