the destruction of Alexsis

And everything keeps fucking up.
i can't live like this.

it  s t r e c h e s  like sickness,,
                                    devouring all in its path.                 

                                The voice in my head is screaming anomosities at my




Hopes
&&
Dreams
                                                                                           

ripping them to shreds in a matter of....    m. o. m. e. n. t. s
                                                                       

    im at war fighting myself and losing a battle i could never have won.
this despair is scribbled in blood on these walls you would call my heart.

& through out it all my passion is failing,
                                      going up in smoke and burning out all my Will power.

I am stronger no more,, defeated at last.

                                                                                   
                                  ill let my loss trickle its path down my face                   
                                                                      and give in to the darkness that has consumed                                                   
                                                                                                                                        me for years.