Can't have me.

You asked for me,you said it in your eyes
You went down, at least to say you tried.
Your words how sweet they do sound
And now I am running through the dark
I thought you would be my light,
But the electricity of the moment lost the spark.

I stood my ground and held you tight
You pushed me until I fell down
Is it your way? To let those you love, decay?
I crawled across broken glass, just for love
But you aren't that special yet.

You have lips so kissable, yet so detestable
It baffles me how they could fit so beautifully on you.
You have hands that hold so strong
Yet they lay limp at your side for lack of work.
You could have it all.

It makes me wonder for at least my sake
What would you do?
So, lovely the actress that I play
That I don't let you see my pain.
When I laugh off the things you do to me
And you just don't see it through.

I smile in your face as you try to break it down
But I won't be beaten.
I won't be controlled by someone so eloquently detestable.
My light is my star that I allow to guide me
My life is my strength to push through the day.
You won't have me any more
Does it hurt you?

Does it worry you to know?
Does it make you want to understand?
That you could turn something so enjoyable to ruin?
I don't think you feel a thing,
When you're holding someone else so tight
You can't see past them, through them, around them.

You're just as blind
And I don't want to feel anymore for you
I want to just switch everything off
I want to bury myself into the walls that I command
I shouldn't let you through those doors
But you looked so innocent

How could I be so fooled?
By someone so beautiful as you?
I guess it all comes with the time you've had
To formulate your plan
But, I just can't stand, being a pawn
I won't be
I can't be and you can't have me.