With the strain on the world on me,
I'm faultering on the sense of nothing.
Your there and i'm here,
but the sensation is not as close as it seems.
My mind wanders till I find nothing in researve,
you say your there and you can hear me.
But I just sit and stare at this lifeless thing,
and I get nothing but monotone bliss.
I struggle to understand why my mind thinks,
nothing coming forth through the hard aching.
I'm sick of being alone and nothing to hold,
but I'm really just fighting with my inner self.
Maybe it is just the stress that is getting to my head,
racing the blood to my heart and recedding again.
Something just faulters in the raining of everything,
my mind is blinded to the sound of nothing.
I don't care if you there so far away,
but I really do strain for the weakness of your touch.
I'm trying to be here and until I break,
my heart and mind race to find your voice.
I miss you.
Author notes
I don't know if this is exactly what you wanted. I hope it is. Cause what i wrote about it exactly what i'm going through.
A contest entry
- Relationships Aren't Easy Anymore. by Poetryintheblood.
525 points, ended June 10, 2008, 11 entries
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Thank you for your well expressed entry, good luck in my contest, Josie
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omg. I loved your poem. Although you had SPELLING ERRORS (*cough cough*)!!! lol. Yeah...I know exactly how you feel. I went through a stage with Cody like that, where I felt completely lost without him, and I still do sometimes, but...it feels better to not be so clingy. Now he can be gone for the weekend and I've realized that I will live. lol.
If you ever wanna hang out or something, call me! (you have my number, right?)
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