Schitzophrenia

Here I am,at home
There I was
All alone
Curled up into a ball
Just sitting there in a corner
All of the sudden I hear a phone call
It rang and rang
I wasn't going to move
So I just sang
And sang
Once it stopped ringing
I hear someone knocking at the door
Wasn't going to open it
So I just stayed there, lying on the floor
Thinking about who it could of been
You never know
It could be the most beautiful girl you've ever seen
But then again could be a group of guys with guns
I'm not going to open it 
Don't want to have to run
Head just feels fucked
Too much shit has happened
Guess I'm out of luck
My friend opened the door and let himeself in
When he entered he noticed everything was dim
He said, " dude wtf are you alright?"
Could only think of one thing to say
Yea I guess