I love hearing the sound of his voice.
Even at one in the morning.
I love his smile.
And the way his eyes shine whenever he’s around me.
“Don’t ever fall in love with me.”
I laugh, cause I hope he’s joking.
I don’t think it’s ever crossed his mind.
That maybe I already have.
He tells a joke.
I fake a smile.
She comes home.
And then he's gone.
I sit and wait.
And I’m in complete agony.
He says, if you believe in fate.
We might one day be together.
He says he’s miserable with her.
But I’m miserable with out him.
He says he wants to be with me.
But leaves me to go home to her.
I remember his smell.
And memorize the way he walks.
I intently watch him chew on his pen
As he gets ready for another day at work.
I know what makes him laugh.
I know what makes him weak.
We have planned out a future.
That we both know we won’t share together.
Love breaks him down.
And she knows how to control him.
He will never let go.
Of the person she used to be.
I know all of his favorite songs.
And I could tell you that
His favorite color is green.
He has beautiful hazel eyes.
And he treats me like a queen.
If you ask me if I love him.
I would look you right in the eye…
And I would lie.
Author notes
This is just one big rant. I didn't really make it into a poem. I plan on going back and fixing it later. But I just thought of him and wrote down everything that was on my mind. So bare with me...I will fix it.
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Someone has been listening to Taylor Swift
...thatta girl my love, keep your head up. It is never easy to be in love with an idea of love that is so close to grasping but always somehow just out of reach. I am here when you need me.
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I actually haven't been listening to Taylor Swift. lol
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This is actually a lovely but very sad poem. I can relate so well.. All those visions and memories.. The smells the colors..what makes him tick..This is making my heart very sad right now..
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Thanks!...and I'm sorry I made you sad
But loving someone who doesn't really share that same feeling...is definitely very heart breaking...and extremely lonely. I'm glad there are others out there who feel the same.
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