Pretty ties

Words are just words right?
Words are words, when they cut the fight.
Oh, thank you for your honesty, you could find.
And it will lay deep inside of me, inside this mind.

You lay there with your pretty lies and smile.
I sit beside the bed for just that while.
You don't understand the rush I feel.
Then you give me things to conceal.

You open up your mouth to speak a line,
Then you cut up the contract, for me to sign.
I don't give you time to see me cry,
Yet, if you listen close enough, you can hear me die.

You laugh in my face, then tell me it's alright.
I hold my heart together, and say I'm right.
You tell me you are mine,
Then cut it with the line.

When you stand out in the rain and say, no way.
So I cut up all my ties, and try to make it, okay.
You took it from me,
Then left me in a blinded sea.

But I won't let you in,
You've committed your last sin.
When you decided to walk away.
I built a wall, and said Okay.

Now I lay in pretty ties,
Gripped to the bed with your lovely lies.
I am crying for the unexpected,
But I was left to be reflective.

When you stare at me, a mirror, you will see.
Of all the horror you, caused deep inside of me.
I laugh and you will smile,
As I make that mile.

Then realize it was never okay.
But it was just your way.
Dragged me through the dirt and dust,
Breaking every kind of trust.

Knowing that you were never in love with me,
I will just have to let it be.
Because you knew every button just to push,
To make insides turn to mush.

I just let you have it all,
and then i took my fall.
You were always good at that,
and I let you have the open attack.

Oh, lay in those pretty ties,
Constructed with your lovely lies.
I can't help but smile,
When you understand after a while.

That you can't escape from me,
Because I can't just let it be.
I want the truth straight from you,
Until then I'll pretend it's through.