“This is my story" (and you say homosexuality is wrong)

• My life had been a tragic story
Filled with agony and bitter misery
When people ask why I am like this
They know not a had a childhood eclipsed of bliss
• Yet introduced to a life so new
Through the years I was coming through
Uncle you used to babysit me and my brother
While my mommy was a hard working mother

• Just when we came from school
I had my eyes in drool
No one held my hand to cross the street
And no hat I had to cover from the heat
• Others’ had their mommy to pick them up
Or a hand to usher them when to stop
A heart asking how was their day
If it was good and okay

• But I had to walk
With on one to talk
At the age of five yet so small
I had to take care of my brother above all
• But just when we entered home
Uncle seemed everywhere to roam
Lunch he placed on the table so we can eat
And he too beside us had a seat

• But when I had to start my daily homework
Like a raven he came to lurk
My body he molested and abuse
A child he used for his physical muse
• Everyday this was my cries
And when mommy saw me in sighs
I didn’t tell when I was wretched 
Silence I had and needles on my teddies I attached

• Days went on to years uncovered
This cruel crime left uncovered
When I came to tell daddy the crisis a face
He had some acts far more in disgrace
• Instead he took matters in his hands
And made me a slave among his alcoholic friends
And at nights when mommy was asleep
He came to shift turns with uncle hurting me deep


• At that time I was barely nine
And from then my life wasn’t fine
What could come to blemish my life furthermore?
Witnessing daddy beating and murdering mommy on the floor
• A motherless child to be happy and joy
I thought I would be okay to be loved by a boy
But before I had my period and turned a girl
They stole away my precious pearl

• Living in pain and isolation
Grown in molestation
And in school they make me a fool
While I none just my eyes drool
• At last, I met a lad in my fourteen
Just as I was a young teen
While I gave all my heart to him to keep
My love for him was very deep

• Day and night I dreamt of his presence
His love his kisses and lovely essence
My first love that I loved so insane
Turned out to alter roles from joy to pain
• He not only abused me but also my heart
Broke me and shattered it apart
After years of loving him like none
I found out he was promiscuous and now gone

• Now in pains I have to live
Above all my caustic grieve
No mommy to consult
My heart in bitter insult
• I managed to go through
Somehow I was able to outlive this too
But then came another love I did love
Hoisting him in my heart up above

• Then he left me in abyss of darkness
In the seas of raging sadness
I had broken more
Much more than before
cuts i had on my wrist
oozing blood made me persist
from thoughts of suicide she rescued me
mending me so i can once again see

• Now you ask why I love a soul
But not a soul like those that made me fall
You ask why I hate the male race
Well I don’t hate I disgust in disgrace
But thank God I have her in my life
Behold men; I have now have a beloved wife
She won’t batter me abuse me nor beat
Because in her heart I seat
With her I have no worries no pain
And no tears because she did drain
And now homosexuality you stand against and blame
Well sweet life, tell on who you leave the blame??????????

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