scrolled out in front is a list of lies
not very generic or ordinary
but they are designed to cut you down
to make you grow to hate me
because if any bit of you cares about me still
we're both screwed and will never move on
Let's not be friends, lovers or enemies
Let's not be anything
I've hurt you too much and there isn't anything I can do
every second of I love you is fake
screamed out to try and relate
toxic memories of what I wish it was
dreams of car crashes
and a new found love
so commit every lie to memory
so some day you can use it against me
use it as I lie motionless on the ground
while you stare down at me, your ex lover
who isn't making a sound
I intend on the next time we meet
being my death, or some close injury
I can't see you if I am feeling alright
because then you might detect another lie
please, never speak again
I can't tolorate a word while I know the end
forget I exist until the time comes
just remember the lies
not what we used to love...
