I am so exhausted. My eyes want to close, my body, to lie down, my brain, to quiet. None of this will happen though, because I did not take my meds. My brain will not allow me to sleep. Whenever I get close to sleep, my brain screams at me for being weak and not sticking to figuring out the solution to the problems at hand. I don’t even really know what those problems are. I am so exhausted. I think about my warm blankets and all of my wonderfully squishy pillows and almost fall asleep just thinking about them.
