I’m sitting alone
No hope of finding peace
In my hand I hold
My only true release
I watch my blood
Move slowly down my arm
This much blood
Should cause me some alarm
But it doesn’t
For I don’t care
It doesn’t matter
If I’m here or there
My heart is shattered
My soul is dead
I cant get the voice
Out of my head
It tells me I’m hated
And I should die
The voice that’s so mean
Always makes me cry
But it helps me through
My days alone
It helps me make
My emotions un-shown
So no one knows
No one can see
The sadness behind the smile
They think I’m happy
But they were wrong
Oh so wrong
Do they really believe
That I belong
How could they
When they don’t know
My real side
That I never show
They see my cuts
But don’t understand
These cuts were caused
By my own hand
They wouldn’t expect it
At least not from me
The girl that always smiles
And seems so care-free
But in my mind
I know what’s true
My worlds crashing down
And its because of you
You shattered my heart
And broke my soul
Making my death
My number one goal
So now I sit here
Alone in the dark
My razor blade
Leaving a permanent mark
My veins are emptying
Forming a pool on the ground
I die silently
Never making a sound.
Author notes
Sorry if its a little long but I like this one. Used the @nd picter for slight inspiration...
A contest entry
- What's Love But a Broken Heart and Suicide?? by GiftedPsychosis.
3500 points, ended July 7, 2008, 26 entries
Honorable mention
• next poem in this contest, remove from contest
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the length just makes it all tha more touching
nice writing -
wow this is really sad =[ but sadly I feel this way a lot of the time and do stuff like that. Anyway really nice job on this poem! keep up the great work.
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ooh!
This was a dark write, but very beautiful! This was really sad and your emotions were raw! powerful imagery! great job! and best wishes for the contest! >.<
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Thank you very much^_^
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This is an amazing write of which i relate perfectly well. Reminds me of somethings i've written in my early career. I truly hope you're not cutting and you're doing okie though. If you need to talk i'm here for you. I'm a recovering girl myself. =]
Things will get better, know that. I promise you.
Amazing writer, with the best talent. Use it, to help you out of the dark. ^.^
~IvoRy
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Thank you, I'm glad you like my poem^_^ and don't worry, I only cut in my poems. Writings my only way to get my emotions out and I am thankful that I'm able to write.
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