please

i wish that you could see
the pain that churns..
the way it burns,
the twisting,
and ripping..
the way my heart aches.
you couldn't know,
because you can't see;
you refuse..
it's all my fault?
never..
i admitted...
i admitted my faults.
i apologized.
and you...
you just threw
it back in my face..
that is why i'm mad.
i have finally
had enough..
i never wanted
it to end this way..
but it has..
it cannot be salvaged.
i will miss
the laughing
the crying..
even the fighting.
but we have gone past
the point of
no return..
we will never
be the best
again..