Tempt-aching

even now as sleep tugs at my eyes
I fight the urges you provoked
alas I'm failing this battle
my mind too dormant to defend

and your name creeps inside slowly
eating away what's left of my energy
but, sleep is pushed aside and replaced
want and desire, instead, are here to stay

and I'm struggling to ignore these images
how much I want to touch you and feel
my eyelashes batting quicker, rapidly
a fierce, exhilarating fire ignites

and my fingers slip away, hidden
they search beneath thin fabrics
I whimper my dissatisfaction, my weakness
I can't control myself when it comes to you

my breathing speeds up, sporadic now
licking the warmth of my lips away
I wish it were you in my place
gasping for air as your fingers play

And I'd watch 'til it caused me pain.