God Is love(my shiny white ass)

I decline the parasitic addiction and yet somehow manage to end up with this carnivorous disease taking over my lungs my body my mind. I guess you could say I was born intentionally unlucky. Unliked by the man made power over all humankind. Unintentionally devoured in the swarming sea of mindless powerless zombies, that haven’t had a kill in years, leaving their minds to rot  because there overbearing god wont throw them a slab of flesh.

" He helps them who helps themselves" my ass more like " roll over. play dead. and then ill think about it". men can’t live with them, and its illegal to kill them. Yet again powerless without the help of the CIA, or the fbi. They'd all eat themselves alive anyway, that is, if there god told them to. Catacombed in there cocoon of a flesh eating radioactive war zone we know as "Our beautiful world'. Yah, mother earth would be ashamed... That is of course if we hadn't killed her first.

Oh but who is the one who bore me of this retched disease? Clutched in my chest like acid pouring through my veins that have been closed off for so long that the burning sensation seems almost.. Foreign, as it seethes through every crevice of my being, my own mind betraying me. Curse thine Eve who decided to snake had better opinions than Adam could ever dream. Of course I really can’t blame her. I wouldn’t have listen to him either.

Chained to my death  in the garden of Eden captured by my own heart. The restraints tearing through my skin like a chainsaw through melted butter. It was either hatred or blood that squeezed through my perfectly delicate pores. I really couldn’t remember right at that particular moment, but I could taste the blood. Nothing like a perfectly good nightmare to make you lash about in your own, safe bed until you actually lash out at yourself so hard that you can feel yourself cracking under the pressure of someone elses perfectly drawn up hell that lives in your head, feeding you the fuel you need to stay awake.  I geuss this is what I get for falling in love with the enemy.